Feelings vs Lust

It was about a year ago when I joined uni, I'd just turned 21 back then. On my first day I was sitting in my classroom next to a girl who had fallen asleep during the lesson. I for second looked at her thinking whether she's truly asleep, and I saw this very beautiful, fair and innocent face and those noticable lips! I kept staring at her until our teacher enter the room shouting (as usual) and she (N.) woke up "jumping" and she first of all looked at me and apologized for leaving her stuff on my desk, and removed them. I saw that she was getting shy while speaking to me, and I noticed she used to take a glimpse every now and then. First day we didn't say anything but next day I took the first step by speaking to her and she actually wasn't that shy afterall! We found out we share the same background and language and for that very reason we became, kinda, friends and continued like this for atleast months. At times I felt like I 've found "the one" and felt very good when she was walking right next to me, and loved to hear what she'd to say. Even though I hadn't even touch her all those months, yet she was the first girl ever I wanted to "interact" with so badly! Her innocence made her look so sexy, even though she was always dressed very covered: Even during summer.

After 5/6 months of our friendship I found out she was actually married, which became a huge shock (and disappointment at the same time) for me. Apparently her family arranged a proposal for when she was only 18 and she got married at 21, and that also to a guy she doesn't like, doesn't love, doesn't trust and nor is trustworthy as even after their marriage he was messing round with other girls. I felt sorry for her because she was only 23 (2 years younger than me) and for 5 years she was stuck with a guy she couldn't even stand! After reassuring her each time that she can rely on me, she told me everything about her life and her husband. The society our parents lived (and still live) in, women don't easily talk about sex but all of a sudden she started about her sex life and that her husband was her first and only one in bed and that he's horrible at making love, even after those years. She felt embarrassed after she realized she just ridiculed her husband and I reassured that it's ok, she can rely on me. I felt like she wanted to hug me and was waiting for me to make a move, but I'd no idea how to react so just stayed at a distance. Afterall, she was married and she 'll be in big trouble if her family (especially her husband) find out she was actually in touch with a male and that also who is not her husband. I thought keeping a distance would be best for both of us.

She want to visit her husband back home (or was forced to visit him) and returned after three months. It was about 7 PM I had returned from uni and went to take a shower. Suddenly our doorbell rang. My friend, whom I share my apartment with, opened the door and when I went to the living room N. (my classmate) was sitting there, very, very depressed. She'd returned from her trip. I was glad and both surprised to see her and kept asking her how she was and how her trip was, but no reply from her. After a minute silence she looked at me, with her eyes totally red, and told me: 'I told my mother my flight will land tomorrow, do u mind if I stay at yours tonight?' I'd no idea how to react and my friend looked at me told me he has to visit his girlfriend (he didn't even 've a girlfriend) and 'll stay at hers tonight. He winked at me and left the house with a smile. She went to take a shower while I was watching sport on TV. She entered the room and totally killed me of shock: She was wearing a purple lingerie and the girl who wouldn't even reveal her arms was, this time, wearing something which only covered her "private" parts! My heartbeat went so fast that I thought I would pass out any second! Many of my ex's were wearing even shorter than that, but she was the first and only one to make my heart beat like a drum! She came and sit next to me, touched my face and said: 'Yes, we 're going to 've sex', indicating that I shouldn't look surprised anymore.

She very passionately started to kiss me and jumped on top of me. Her hands were undressing me and lips were kissing me. After taking my shirt off she very passionately was licking my neck and it felt soooooo good! After kissing again I felt slight blood on my lips, but who cares!? She went down kissing my neck again, arms, stomach and what not! Then took off my trouser, boxer and took my dick in her tiny little, warm hands. Even more exciting than that was the way she was looking at me, her eyes were just killing me! She bit the top of my dick, then veeeery gradually took it in her mouth, as deep as she could. She kept sucking me for a loooong while and she was a Goddess! She kept playing her hands around my body while sucking my dick and I couldn't even control myself enough to hold her hair tight, or even open my eyes. I was nearly cumming when she stopped and said 'not yet'. 'Oh fuuuuuck', those were my words after taking off my dick from paradise. She then took her lingerie off, lay on my "bed-like" sofa and said: 'It's good to see u keeping up for so long, if u were my husband u would 've been cumming a million times by now', which made me laugh 'cause she'd told me before that if she even touches her husband's dick then he used to cum, which used to spoil her mood during sex. She was squeezing her boobs with one hand and fingering her pussy with the other. She bit her lower lip and pointed me to lay on top of her.

I leaned towards her and started to kiss her again. My dick was touching her pussy and with one hand I was fingering her. After a long, long kiss, she said: 'Go on, make me crazy'. These few words put pressure on me like nothing else 'cause it was a form of challenge and I love challenges from women! I squeezed her both amazingly soft boobs with my hands and licked between her boobs and gradually squeezing her nipples on which she shouted 'awww!', which made me go easy again. I gradually kept licking all her body parts, at the end went down, opened her legs as wide as I could and oh my, what a pussy! Straightaway I thought, this means no sleep for the night! It looked so, so tight and so beautiful! By far best pussy I'd ever seen. I very gradually licked her clitoris and she took a deep breath on that. I ate her pussy for a looooong time and put my tongue deeeeeep inside her pussy hole which made her moan very loudly. I kept doing that for a while and her hands where all over the place, she pulled my hair and pushed her pussy into my mouth like a mad woman! But I gave her what she wanted, I made her moan throughout while sucking her pussy and she let out a biiiiig moan and said 'oh my G, oh my holy God, just stop!' It was funny seeing her looking so shocked at me and asking: 'Did I just cum? Is that how it feels like cumming?' I got very clueless this time thinking what kind of a husband is that moron who never made her cum!?

I layed on top of her and kissed her neck and after a while she said: 'Okay, now I'm ready'. I'd no idea why I like a idiot became nervous and said 'I haven't got a condom'. (Epic loser!) She just looked at me, pulled me towards herself and said: 'Just fuck me now, ok?' I couldn't believe what I heard and I leaned back again, pointing my dick towards her pussy hole. She told me to lean towards her again as she wants to hold me tight, and after doing that I gradually went inside her pussy. She made a noise which indicated she was in pain so I quickly looked at her, and she smile saying 'carry on'. I knew she might feel pain for a while (the tightness of her pussy made her look like a virgin) and kept fucking her very slowly, for minutes and minutes. Then she said: 'Come on, fuck me now! Fuck me harder!' Then I fucked her harder 'cause I love hearing a woman tell me to fuck her and became desperate to hear her moan this time. She moaned louder and louder and again her hands were all over the place, her head was going from left to right, then right to left, and so on and on and on. 'Hard enough now?', I teased her. She couldn't speak for a long time and finally said 'not really', challenging me. I then leaned back again, raised her legs and put them on my shoulders, and off I went. I could see tears rolling down her eyes and for first time ever I enjoyed watching tears, 'cause those were tears of pleasure and I'm that pleasure. I nearly moaned myself but controlled again, while she was trying not to scream all those while and kept taking short breath over and over again.

Her pussy was so, so tight that I wanted to keep my dick inside her for the rest of my life, and never let it go! I was nearly cumming but I wanted to cum with her or after her. Still in pain, yet enjoying, she told me: 'I thii, I thiii', then moaned 'ahh ohhaa', and continued 'cumminnn! I think I'm cumming! Ohhhh!' The louder she moaned, the closer I knew she was to cum and bingo, we both 'finished' at the same time. She kept going 'oh my G, oh my G,' she couldn't say "God". She held her head with her hands as if she'd just lost her mind and kept going 'aahhh, ahhh, ohhh'. I literally threw myself next to her, looked at her and told her 'u 're something N., u 're something. I think u made me fall in love with u'. She laughed and said 'u think?', and we kissed again for a looooong time and it was still only just after 10 PM. The night had actually just started, lol. After that night I only used to see her in town once in a few weeks with her family (she'd dropped from uni by then) and acted like we didn't know eachother 'cause that's what she wanted. Even though she wanted this, yet I feel guilty for not being able to save her out of her miserable life and make her enjoy life and 've fun. Though, I'm not at all sorry for such an amazing sex with soooo much feelings! Sex with my ex's 've always been like a "routine" which had to be done atleast every second night so I (and her) both don't lose our minds. While this girl wanted sex to express her feelings, not to show her lust which made her the most special person I'd ever met. And possibly, only special girl I 'll ever meet..........
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