Dear Beth this is Paul again. I just finished reading another email from Donna, I should be feeling nothing but shame and embarrassment but somehow Donna’s scathing emails arouse me. I am sitting here stroking an erection thinking about my latest failure in the bedroom and all the women I have let down.

From: Donna
To: Paul
Subject: You Are Pathetic

You need to stop acting like its okay when you are a failure in bed because it isn’t. You can bet ALL the friends I have told about it laugh. You are a fucking worthless son of a bitch. How can such a nice looking dick be so fucking worthless?

Not too long ago I met Donna at One Eyed Jacks, it was almost closing time. Donna is hot. Not the typical closing time beer goggle babe.
I had been drinking a lot and she was smashed on Jager Bombs. I am pretty good looking but not real smooth. I guess this night I didn’t need to be because she was at my house as fast as I could drive. We kissed briefly as she pushed me down the hall toward the bedroom.

That cock hungry blond ripped my clothes off. I sucked her tits and she was stroked my dick. Donna was tugging me into bed on top of her and said she needs a cock inside her now!

I guess I should have spent some time rubbing her pussy first or something. I rolled her on her back. I wanted to get deep. I was lined up to thrust in her pussy to give her the pounding of my life. But God her pussy was so hot on the tip of my dick. I think it had been two months or more since I last fucked a woman. I pushed and got the tip of my dick in her pussy, then pushed again. I know the head parted her tight wet pussy lips.

Donna bucked against me. She talked dirty… begging for my cock. Flashbacks of dozens of previous early launches flooded my mind. I talked to myself silently. “You can do this. Don’t CUM, Please don’t Cum”

Donna was fucking HOT! Great tits, long blond hair, a sweet ass and a trimmed bush with just enough hair to prove she was a real blond. Her bucking caused my dick to slip out, the head brushed across the bush of curly pubic hair. My balls twitched and I knew what was coming next.

I clinched my ass and aimed for her slit. When my dick touched her scorching hot pussy I blew my load. I moaned as I covered her pussy and thighs with what must have been the biggest load of cum in my entire life. I slid my quickly shrinking cock inside her and pumped as if nothing had happened, but my cock shriveled rapidly and slid back out.

I tried to act like nothing was wrong. Donna looked up at me and then down at her cum drenched pussy. “What the fuck was that!” She screamed. She frowned as she looked at my shriveled dick.

I was able to smooth it over with her, telling her how hot she was and it had been so long, I just lost it. I assured her I was good, I could last long enough to get her off, it was a once in a life time misfire. I rolled off to the side panting and she climbed between my legs and began to suck me hard.

Let me tell you Donna could suck a dick. In no time she had my seven inches me hard and ready. Donna took my dick in her mouth clear to the base played with my balls and everything. I have never gotten a blow job like that before. I kept telling her it’s time lets fuck but she just kept sucking my dick. I could feel my balls rumbling, I knew I was about ready to blast again.

I pushed her back and told her we needed to fuck. Donna pushed me back and climbed on top. She grabbed my shaft firmly and dropped her soaking wet hot pussy to my balls and began to ride cowgirl on my dick.

Donna was rubbing her clit and bouncing up and down; she had ridden me for I don’t know about 15 seconds. It was long enough to know this girl could fuck. Her pussy was gripping my dick on the up stroke. Donna was just starting to get a rhythm going when she dropped on my dick.

I screamed and slammed my dick up hard and grabbed her waist. It just felt so good. I was pumping cum up in this hot girl's pussy.

Donna was pissed. I heard her say, “Are you fucking kidding me?”

Donna climbed off and grabbed her purse and headed to the bathroom. I pressed my ear to the door and heard the buzzing of her dildo. Very soon I heard her moaning. I could hear the sloshing sounds of the vibrator and as she worked her pussy over. The noise got louder when she slid it over her clit and muffled when it went deep inside her tight hole. The pace got faster and faster and after a good steady 10 minutes she finally came.

Donna got into the shower and I got back in the bed and pretended to be sleeping. As soon as she came out she asked me to drive her back to One Eyed Jack’s to get her car. She loosened up a little and calmed down as we drove.

I had managed to get her number, and got up the courage to call a couple days later. I explained how excited I had gotten- like it was a one time thing. I asked her if she was willing to give me another chance. I was surprised that she said yes. We made plans to go see a cover band on Friday.

Donna had some friends come along for moral support or something, another couple and a single lady. We ended up dancing and having a great time my hands were on her ass, almost every dance. She was kissing me grinding her pussy on my hard cock as we danced.

That night we went back to her place, she thought mine was a little too messy and something about clean sheets. That night things went a lot better. I started out licking her sweet pussy, getting it nice and juicy I knew I had her excited. I took position behind her and tried to think of something other than Donna’s beautiful body. Donna started begging me to put my cock inside her. I thought about Julie the 300 pound slob in accounting at work and tried to prolong my ejaculation as long as possible. I slid the head of my cock across her wet slit and slowly penetrated her.

I was able to watch us in a mirror. I could see her wonderful tits bounce and swing and I was admiring my dick slipping in and out of her pussy. Donna was moaning and bucking back into my dick. I thought she was having an awesome orgasm, so I sped up my thrusting. The head of my dick split the sweet pretty pussy. I was going for the plunge and fill and looked up at the mirror to see her reaction.

That’s when she started to yell, “Oh hell no! God damn you. Don’t you cum before me!” It was too late I was past the point of no return. I continued to plunge and fill. Donna pushed me away bitching and cussing. “You fucking selfish bastard. You need to last longer than two minutes. “

I glanced over at the alarm clock, I was in shock; it had been only a couple minutes. Barely two minutes. I thought it had to have lasted much longer.

I offered to finger her but Donna was pissed. She told me to leave. “Get the fuck out of my house”, she insisted. She gave me the bums rush out the door and said if she wanted to be fingered to orgasm she would do it herself. She wanted a dick, a hard long lasting man’s dick. Not some premature short shot, that couldn’t make a blow-up doll happy. Her words stung but as usual the humiliation of my failed performance aroused me. She said she was going back to the bar to pickup a real man and tell everyone what a pussy I was.

I have seen Donna at the bar a couple times since that night. Every time I looked over at her she was whispering in the ears of her girl friends and they would burst out laughing. I know she was telling them I can’t last. I’m sure every girl in the place has heard about my premature ejaculation problem. I may have to start going to different bars because no one will even dance with me at my old place.

Donna tracked me down on Myspace and started taunting me with these really mean emails. I think she actually gets off on humiliating me and strangely I think she knows I like it. I am actually thinking about asking her for another chance.